This mothers day my Letter to the one who calls me MOM
During childhood, I always wanted to be a teacher, a scientist or a Doctor. I never said I wanted to be a MOM. But as I grew up I knew one day I will be a mom and when I did. That moment when I held you for the first time I promised to be the best MOM in the world.
Life has never been planned the way we like to. I wanted to have a very supportive and loving husband and when I did it was not long before you came.
The day I got Pregnant, I cried a lot looking at the stick and wanted to meet you so badly. I started gaining weight, looked miserably bad and couldn’t handle the hormonal changes.Just wanted time to fast forward so that I could meet you soon.
The day you arrived, I never knew it would change my life completely. Suddenly, everything was about you now. my world started revolving around you. There was nothing I cared more in this world. I couldn’t fully understand what was happening to me and it took me while.
After having you, I knew this is what I wanted. This is what I was yearning for since so long but I never knew along.That’s the kindness of GOD. He always gives us what we want even without we realizing it actually.Since the day you were born I have always kept you in my prayers and I am so blessed to be your mom.
I am loving each moment with you but I feel it’s very painful to see the time pass and see you grow into a good boy now.It’s painful because I don’t want you to grow up but to freeze time. Memorize your voice, your little feet, your lovely expressions, tiny fingers.
These moments when you look for me, cry your heart out when you don’t see me for seconds are not gonna last long. This time is very precious. But I want time to slow down so that we can cherish each moment spent with you.
The time when you started to roll over, or sit up and then stand. It was exciting to see you talk, walk and then run.Exciting to see you ride the tricycle or play with your toys. Loads of fun to watch you eat ice-cream, play with your friends, I love to see you play, have food and read.
I always pray for your future, I pray to GOD to give me the strength I need to let you go free and conquer this world. The most important thing I wish to do is help you in life whenever you need me or be there even without you calling me. You came in this world to make me a MOM and you did that completely. There have been Sleepless nights to not taking my eyes off you when you went to sleep. From the time when I first heard your little laugh to the time when you roll on the floor in the fits of laughter.
There were times when I felt i was doing nothing right, it was inconsolable to calm you down and then there were times when you just needed my warm hug and you would be alright.I have loved you, more than the ocean’s depth.
Being a MOM is the greatest joy in the world.I know i will love you forever and ever. There might be times when I am not young enough to hold on to you but remember I am still there for you and will do whatever I can.
Now that you are growing up, I am excited to see what the future holds for you. You will grow up one day and spread your wings, conquer the world and this is what it is mean to be like.But I just hope these days slow down a bit, even if they don’t I’ll never forget the way you called me MOM and loved me unintentionally. Just remember you will always be my first no matter what.
With all the love and warmth in my heart.
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